i don’t even really want to recap it.  i had an extremely intense dream about being very physical (not exactly sexual) with the only man i feel i ever truly, deeply, passionately loved.  who i can’t have.  who won’t even talk to me anymore.  it felt so real that when i awoke into reality……. ugh, it was just so fucking painful.  i’ll let some Morrissey lyrics do the talking for me now:

Last night I dreamt
That somebody loved me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm

Last night I felt
Real arms around me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm

So, tell me how long
Before the last one ?
And tell me how long
Before the right one ?

The story is old – I KNOW
But it goes on
The story is old – I KNOW
But it goes on

Oh, GOES ON
And on
Oh, goes on
And on

Advertisements