March 2009


My music moods have been all over the place. Was just chatting with my homegirl Dana about 80’s freestyle, so I had to showcase some Shannon. This was my jam back in the day! And you can’t make this shit up… brothers really thought their hair looked hot like that, back in ’84.

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Another stroke of genius by Rhett & Link:

“last” – nine inch nails.
funny how some songs still have meaning to me more than 15 years later…

gave up trying to figure it out but my head got lost along the way
worn out from giving it up my soul I pissed it all away
still stings these shattered nerves
pigs we get what pigs deserve
I’m going all the way down I’m leaving today
come come come on you’ve gotta fill me up
come come gotta let me inside of you
come come come on you’re gotta fix me up
come come gotta let me inside of you
still feel it all slipping away but it doesn’t matter anymore
everybody’s still chipping away but it doesn’t matter anymore
look through these blackened eyes
you’ll see ten thousand lies
my lips may promise but my heart is a whore
come come come on you’ve gotta fill me up
come come gotta let me inside of you
come come come on you’re gotta fix me up
come come gotta let me get through to you
this isn’t meant to last
this is for right now
I know it’s all getting away it comes to me as no surprise
I know what’s coming to me is never going to arrive
fresh blood through tired skin
new sweat to drown me in
dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive
come come come on you’ve gotta fill me up
come come gotta let me inside of you
come come come on you’re gotta fix me up
come come gotta let me get through to you
this isn’t meant to last
this is for right now
I wish I could put the blame on you
I want you to make me
I want you to take me
I want you to break me
then I want you to throw me away

Finally, a well-researched visual response that works in my favor.

well, i really should have blogged about this when it happened, since it was about 5 nights ago now and my memory has the dream all fuzzy and dim.  nonetheless, it was a weird dream, so i figured i’d post.

i was in a forest with a couple dozen other people (strangers, all around my age).  we were tasked to ascend to some higher plane of existence.  in doing so, our souls would merge with others around us, based on some law of compatibility.  sort of like, which couple or group of people would make a better soul if all parts were combined into one.  we were being instructed by a disembodied voice; some greater evolved soul that was orchestrating our event.  i don’t know who or what it was, only that it was female.  what we had to do was form a huddle and close our eyes and come up with as many words to describe our planet and our human race as we could.  once we reached a certain “quota”, we’d be there.  sort of like some colossal game of Mad Libs.  anyway, a large portion of the dream was without any imagery… it was all black, just words and voices swirling around with all of the adjectives and nouns that we could muster.  i recall my contribution was “atmosphere”, and it was one of the last words accepted by this leader-spirit-woman.  everything clicked then, and we were more or less in the same area as we had been in the forest, only now we had moved some and were on the edge of a lake.  i was laying facedown in the sand, like i had crash-landed there, and the water from the lake was lapping up all around me.  the water was bright orange.  i raised my head and i saw a man and a woman standing on the shore, smiling blissfully at each other.  i felt instantly jealous, and i don’t really know why.  i could tell that my soul had merged with 3 others… two older men and a young woman.  i suppose i wanted to be linked to the man on the shore somehow, but it wasn’t meant to be.  i wasn’t happen with the souls that mine had joined with, but overall i was pleased that we succeeded in the whole “soul ascension” project.

the end.  kinda bizarre.

PURE GENIUS.

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Another beautiful, healthy boy is on the way!  My second son is expected to arrive on August 2nd.  I’m in love all over again…

My little nudger

My little nudger

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